Am I growing up to fast?

I am about halfway through the agre of 13 and I feel like I'm growing up extremely to fast I am aspiring to be a astrophysics engineer I'm a sociopath and a aitheist I have strong belifs about religion in general I'm extremely smart but not math I've always had a sence of guidence in the world where I know alot but never learned it also I've grown up with a single dad who is a manhore and I've tooken on that trait as well. For my age I've has alot of girlfreinds and have done things a 13 yearold boy shouldn't have an I was wondering if this is normal even though y freinds are ages behind me